Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Hiatus No. 2

Its been a long long time since i last blogged. Being online somehow lost its appeal. And I haven't been writing either. Its not because life has been uneventful, no, TOO eventful perhaps, but somehow, I don't feel like worrying people with angsty condemnations or puzzling them with random strings of unconsolidated gibberish anymore. Thanks for everything, really. I enjoyed it while it lasted, all those undeserved compliments and understated criticisms. HEH. It was kinda fun, narcissistic you would say, hitting on the 'publish' button and watching those comments stream in. (Alright, i am EXAGGERATING. My comments don't 'stream', they drip. Pathetic eh? haha. ) But really, I have got a life to lead, and I think its time I remove myself from the virtual to concentrate on the real. Blogging is TIRING. Sharing your life with other people is TIRING. Trying to make your hum-drum life interesting for other people's amusement is SOUL SAPPING. But don't get me wrong! I am not giving up writing! This is just a way to divest myself of blame! I am still determined to live my life in words, but in my own time.

PS: Well, i did get lep back, but sadly, it didn't put me into hysterics. So that means no inspiration which means no self-righteous, nauseating, deliberately-befuddling, desultory, condescending, infantile, sleep-inducing, pretentious, fatalistic, plagiarising, defamatory and subversive blog entries. Thank your stars. (: